I’m pretty happy about my performance at the Manhattan Half today. I was secretly hoping for a sub 90 minutes, but I didn’t want to admit that to myself. I wanted to stay focused on the main purpose which is to just go out there and testing myself without any expectations. Plus, I didn’t want to set myself up for disappointment, given the recent training hurdles and recovering from being sick. I’m beginning to realize I do better when I keep things in perspective and avoid putting pressure on myself.
My official result is 1:29:48. Just under 90 minutes and about 32 seconds off my 2007 PR, (1:29:16) and 49 seconds away from my goal for the year (sub 89mins). It’s satisfying to know I’m not so far away from that this early in the game. This was my first race in a while, not counting the nyc marathon 3 months ago which is really a different animal.
I’ve had a lot of bad luck in the half for quite some time. I wrote about how it’s my favorite distance, and it really is, but since I’ve PR’ed I’ve had chronically bad performances for various reasons of going out too fast, hot weather, injury, or just not having it that day. My PR was the only other time I came in under 90 minutes.
Since, this year, they moved the start to a less convenient location for my commute, I had to take an earlier train. The one after would have been cutting it too close. As it turns out, I arrived a little before 7:00am in the dark before the sun came up. I had about an hour to kill and realized it was feeling a lot colder than I was prepared for.
Ironically, the night before I was considering wearing shorts since the forecast was 35 degrees. I’m glad I played it safe and wore a long sleeved hooded top and tights, but I should have had a heavier jacket for the wait. While waiting, I found Mark T and his friend Matt and that made the hour go by considerably faster.
The night before, I had a sour stomach with gurgles and my wife complained how she kept burping up the taste of the dinner we ate at the place we went to. If it’s not one thing, it’s always another on race day for me. Waiting around I hit the port-a-john two times and then realized during my warm-up with Mark I had to go a third time and I had to get to it fast.
While doing my business, the sound hitting the bottom of the port-a-john made my heart start racing. Right before the race I come down with diarrhea. When I was finished doing my thing, there was no time left and I had to head straight to the corral.
On my way over, I saw Joe running and he asked me in German how I was as if I was multiple people, so I answered back in German that “we were good” and thanked him. Before I had a chance to tell him I was lining up more towards the rear and to wish him luck, he darted through the crowd and was gone.
Waiting in the crowd at the start things felt warmer. I felt as if I had a little gas and before letting one slip out I realize it wasn’t gas and thought to myself, “oh shit”, literally! Starting in 1 minute, and no port-a-joins in sight. Well, screw it I said, it’s not a goal race anyway and I’ll have to just last until I see one on the course. I’ll just correct my time on the garmin for myself.
So, the horn goes, and we’re off. I cross the start very quickly in about 15 seconds and start the garmin. This is my first race in the new corals and it looks like NYRR finally got something right lately. I made sure not to go too fast and tried to just go with the crowd. I kept thinking to myself “easy and relaxed and just see where it takes you”.
Mile 1 – 6:51 – Not sure how things were feeling at this point. It was still too early.
Mile 2 – 6:49 – Ran over cat hill and I was surprised how fast it went by. There was effort but less than what I usually experience during a training run. Still not sure how this will go though and I’m having occasional feelings of pessimism.
Mile 3 – 6:36 – Flat and I may have pushed through this one too hard. I remember being surprised at how fast this split was and reminded myself to dial it back again.
Mile 4 – 7:00 – Harlem hills. Pushed through it with effort, but less than expected. A good sign. Getting to the top I thought to myself that I had some time to recover on the downhill
Mile 5 – 6:59. This mile was even harder than Harlem hills. There are a few rolling hills during this mile and Harlem hills just sets you up to struggle during these. I see Mark ahead, catch up to him, and pace with him a bit before saying hi. I try to get comfortable. I find my groove and it takes me ahead of him.
Mile 6 – 6:42 – Some downhill, flat and a little incline before more downhill to where we began the race. At the start of this mile I began to feel as if something was going to squirt out. At the end of the mile there were a bunch of port-a-johns, but things were feeling better and I threw caution to the wind and skipped stopping. If things got worse I would just have to slow down until the next port-a-john opportunity.
Mile 7 – 6:46 – Same as mile as mile 1 with most of it uphill. My pace wasn’t all that fast, but things started to turn around and it the effort seemed easier than the first time. During this mile I began to find my groove and get comfortable in my stride. The crowd was also thinning out and I had some more room.
Mile 8 – 6:53 – Again, up cat hill and a tad slower than the first time (mile 2), but still feeling good and I get through it before I know it. I remind myself I won’t have to do that hill again.
Mile 9- 6:44 – Slower than mile 3 but more comfortable and at the right pace. It felt right. If I could have just did the whole race at this pace.
Mile 10 – 7:11 – Harlem hills again and I had to push hard through this one. I panicked a bit at how off this mile was, but I realized at this point, I was probably going to do a sub 90 if I just hold it together.
Mile 11 – 6:56. A bit better than mile 5, especially considering the fatigue setting in. However, I’m feeling hot in my top and I wish I dressed smarter considering how warm the weather forecast was.
Mile 12 – 6:41. About the same pace as mile 6 but I’m pushing very hard now in terms of effort. I see the guy I’ve been running along side for the past mile take a gel, and I think to myself, “what is that about? A gel at mile 12 in a half marathon?” Then I remember I still have my gel tucked in my sleeve, unused. I remind myself its the same gel I planned to take at mile 18 in the marathon 3 months ago which I skipped then too. I had no intentions of taking it now.
Mile 13 – 6:48. This was tough since I began running into the back of the pack and there were lots of people in the way. It was uphill and a struggle to maintain the pace and dodge around those in the way. I saw mile 13 and I thought to myself, “I got this, less than a minute to go!”
Mile 13.1 – the math says 0:48 seconds, but there’s no way I finished at an 8min mile pace. Nonetheless, I run hard across the finish and I see the gun time was 1:30:05. I know I’m under 90 minutes and I think back to the last time I did the Manhattan half back in 2007, and I feel I’ve redeemed myself.
I think I’ll attempt to do all 5 NYRR halves this year with the one in Brooklyn maybe allowing me to break 89 minutes. It would be nice if someone knew when they were scheduled for so that we can plan better.
(Edit : According to Brooklyn Running, the Brooklyn Half looks slated for May 22.)
(Edit again :
Tentative dates
05/22 Brooklyn
08/15 Bronx
09/12 Queens
10/02 Grete’s Gallop
10/10 Staten Island
)